Silence {#Tuesday@Ten}

Silence…. the idea of silence, I long for

to be able to relax to the sound

of nothing

to curl up with a book and

finish it

to write

uninterrupted.

I long for it

and yet the actual reality of silence

frightens me.

It is so much easier

to drown out silence

to cover it with the white noise

the tv playing in the background

the music blaring

so i don’t have to hear

the silence.

To be alone

with my thoughts,

to have to listen to the inner voice

that speaks correction,

desire,

instruction,

I blame it on the children

but now alone,

silence surrounds me

it frightens me

what I might hear

I am responsible for it

when I hear it

To know what I am doing wrong

Means I am responsible

to correct it

To know my deepest desires and see those dreams played out

Means I am responsible

to fulfill them

To hear instruction

Means I am responsible

for obedience to them

These are the things I fear

in the silence.

10827942_911504698881269_1165998114180095331_oThis blog is prompted from  Tuesday at Ten! The Tuesday blog Link up where you have 1 full week to use the prompt word to your liking!  Whether it be just writing a story behind the prompt word, or being as creative as you wish using photos, poems, art, or graphics – whichever creative way you choose. You have 1 week to write and link up your blog at the bottom of the page so that others can link up with you. Be sure to visit your “link up” neighbor and spread the joy of connection!

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