Lord, I am so frustrated. I wish I could hear Your audible voice give me the guidance my heart and soul desire. I feel so inadequate as a wife, mother, daughter, friend, social worker, and well just life in general. I know that I am suppose to for in my own weakness Your strength is shown, but I just want to give my best and I know that isn’t happening.

I know that Tim and I are suppose to be together. I love him and I know he loves me. I just feel sometimes we are on completely different paths that every now and then cross or sun beside each other. I know in part that it is out status with You want separates us. I pray one day son You will be able to connect that part back up.

And as a mother, I fail so much. Sometimes I feel like I am in it alone, but I know no matter what You are always there with me. God I need Your wisdom and guidance with our children. I want them to walk in fellowship with You all the days of their lives.

I want to be a better daughter. I know my kids and I get frustrated with her. I also know it is frustrating for her too. I just don’t know how to help her. I hate to see her so unhappy.

Lord, my job, sometimes I feel like I am spinning my wheels doing what I am. I don’t think I am currently doing what I am suppose to be doing. I am trying to be obedient to You.

Lord, give me peace, rest and guidance.