Questioning

“Jacob said to Joseph, “I never expected to see you again, and now God has even let me see your children.” Then Joseph took them from Jacob’s lap and bowed down before him with his face to the ground. Joseph put Ephraim at Jacob’s left and Manasseh at his right. But Jacob crossed his hands, and put his right hand on the head of Ephraim, even though he was the younger, and his left hand on the head of Manasseh, who was the older.

Then he blessed Joseph: “May God, whom my fathers Abraham and Isaac served, bless these boys! May God, who has led me to this very day, bless them! May the angel, who has rescued me from all harm, bless them! May my name and the name of my fathers Abraham and Isaac live on through these boys! May they have many children, many descendants!”

Joseph was upset when he saw that his father had put his right hand on Ephraim’s head; so he took his father’s hand to move it from Ephraim’s head to the head of Manasseh. He said to his father, “Not that way, father. This is the older boy; put your right hand on his head.”

His father refused, saying, “I know, son, I know. Manasseh’s descendants will also become a great people. But his younger brother will be greater than he, and his descendants will become great nations.” So he blessed them that day, saying, “The Israelites will use your names when they pronounce blessings. They will say, ‘May God make you like Ephraim and Manasseh.’”

In this way Jacob put Ephraim before Manasseh. Then Jacob said to Joseph, “As you see, I am about to die, but God will be with you and will take you back to the land of your ancestors. It is to you and not to your brothers that I am giving Shechem, that fertile region which I took from the Amorites with my sword and my bow.””
‭‭Genesis‬ ‭48‬:‭11‬-‭22‬ ‭

This passage tells of the blessing that Jacob gave to Joseph and his two sons Manasseh and Ephraim. I have written before on the significance of the right and left hand placement on Joseph’s son’s heads. What I noticed today was Joseph’s attempt to correct his father. Jacob was not confused. Joseph put each of his sons in the correct position to receive the blessing they were entitled to from his father. Jacob intentionally crossed his arms. He knew what he was doing and what he was saying.

I think sometimes in my own life, I question how God positions His blessings in my life. Don’t get me wrong, I appreciate the blessings. I know I am blessed more than I deserve. I just recognize at times I don’t see or understand the blessings in the moment. I start to question God about why ai am going through something. I get caught looking and comparing at what His is doing for someone else when that is really none of my business. I need to allow God to do what He wants without questioning. He knows what He is doing and He is very intentional.

Prayer – Lord, I don’t always understand You ways, but I know that they are higher than my ways. Thank You for Your many blessings in my life, regardless of how they came. Thank You also for blessing my children, that blesses me even more to see Your hand at work in their lives. Help me to accept Your ways without questioning You so much.